Hi My Baby I miss you so so much I,v been at my brothers looking after Alfie while he was away so I havn't been online it drove me crazy not been able to visit this site my mam has stayed with me most nights but I spent a couple on my own well just me and Alfie. Christmas is getting closer and I wish I could click my fingers and it all be over. I am trying so hard to be strong God I never thought in a million years I would make it through one day without you. I love you Les I can't even put in to words how much. I just know I will always love you and miss you forever xxx