.. merry christmas big fella ! .. it's not gonna be the same down here with you gone .. but there again, nothing is anymore .. fact is .. i'm a bit lost without you .. wasn't that I saw lots of you .. just that even when you weren't around .. I always knew you were there ! .. my greatest and best friend .. no question ! .. my hero .. and idol .. without doubt ! .. my love for you is without bounds .. X .. god , I fukin miss you !!!!