I miss you Les I miss you so much I miss your warmth your kisses you holding me tight I can't believe Im going to be moving in there with out you it's going to be so hard but I need to be strong look after Alfie for us. The other night I dreamt that you hadn't died and that I'd woke up and dreamt the whole thing then I did wake up and it hit me you had gone and it was real. I love you Les I never thought for one moment I would be here with out you, at least when I move in to this flat I can speak to you all the time Rest easy my Les I love you ever so much xxxx