My Les they is not one moment one time where I do not think of you. I talk to you every day I just hope them words you can here. I always said I would never ever be able to be one day with out you. But yet here I am I just hope and hope that I will see you again otherwise all this strengh was for nothing I love you to the moon and stars hope you can hear me some how and please know your always my number one Love Kirsty and the not so little Alfie xxxxxxxxxxxxx